♥ fishyCHEN

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Yeah NYP musical finally over!!!

All the crazy rehearsal and going home late finally ended!

First day of performance, Kelly, Yao, Cherly, Nana, Tiff & WeiRong came..

Thanks alot, hope the show were nice..

Behind the scene everyone were snap snap snap happily with camera.

Lots of photo on FB, yeah((:

Second day of performance, Mummy & Clarissa came.

With an additional performance by the backstage, super nice.

Though those days were tired but I miss them real much!!!

Thanks everyone for the gifts and the moments we spent together♥

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Thursday, February 4, 2010

After days and days and days of rehearsal.

FINALLY the actual NYP MUSICAL PERFORMANCE is tomorrow!!!

6 of the princess will be coming yeah!
But don't make me more nervous by shouting for me.

Just be a good audience, enjoy the show.

This dance item will be very very very different from the past dance item I perform.

It's more sexy and you will be shocked!!

HAHAHA so see you girls tomorrow!

I wish this world is full of friendship no relationship involve.

Cause I don't want to be include.

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Friday, January 22, 2010

LOL long time since update..

Now having facebook session with classmates((:

BOMB BOMB BOMB!!!

HAHAHA having lots of fun ...

this week will be another packed schedule.

DANCE rehearsal, Common test, Quiz and more ...

But amazing thing is if i stop dancing for a day, I feel more tired.

Weird hah ...

Somethings will never change.

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I going talk about somethings in my life, that I'm UNCOMFORTABLE with!!!

Yesterday after dinner, when out of Mac was about to take the escalator.
THEN I saw "SF" (special friend) and his newly found GF!
Hugs and blah blah don't wish to elaborate): I was behind OKAY!!!
I was FUMING like HELL, like today's weather...
After viewing this, is like digging out the HATRED towards you!

Why I'm angry?!!
Firstly, I am freaking pissed that the fact that either you or S is lying to me OR you lied to S too when I ask whether you are attached.
Secondly, 19 months of relationship can be replaced so easily. So that means whatever you said in the email was a piece of CRAP!!

I'm kind enough not to POST your name here & if not I would give you a couple of SLAPS!!
Well since you stated that you will read my stuffs, well I tell you now!
YOU OWE ME AN EXPLANATION!!!

PS: That GF of yours I have no comment. Just pity her, cause she is dating someone who might not be true towards her. Maybe one day you will end up like me!

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Thursday, January 21, 2010

DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!

Monday all the way to Saturday, what kind of life is this!!?

Early morning leave my house, late evening then reach home.

See my parents and chat a little, bathe and finally sleep.

Everyday routine, OMG.. & muscle aches to endure):

I miss my grandparent's house and food.

Irregular meals and sleep.

Projects, test, presentation & performance are like packages, all come together.

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Saturday, January 16, 2010

Pulled my muscle.
BooHoo, can't go anywhere stuck at home. ):

I'm sorry, I should have believe you.
Maybe my emotion took over my thoughts again.
I must change that bad habit..

Jiayou to all RABBITS!!!
Presentation next week and following week are plentiful!!
Plus all mini project dateline.
Wahh, super stress up. Especially JAVA!!!
No more time to go out anymore!!

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Thursday, January 14, 2010

Today mood: happy.

I felt more love after that.
Why? I don't know.
Maybe more friends are more concern about me.
I thought I had recovered, but it's not.
I love and miss you more.
I'm just lying to myself, my feelings.
What can I do? Just pretend & continue to lie to myself.
Get myself busy with school work.
Actually I still cry out of the blue.

Mon bonheur n'est plus de vous. Mais la douleur.

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

studying in library.

Caleb watching "Hai Pai"!

Wee Leong doing 'homework'.

Rose flirting, OPP :x.

Guo Qiang, playing FACEBOOK.

Cheryl, talking non-stop and reading my magazine.

Wei Rong, packing up.

Deep, doing work.

Nana reading my book.

Kelly, hands on hip and say hello hello hello.

Sherwin is blogging(:

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

4 continuous days.
Is god playing a joke on me, or there's a reason behind it?

Crazy week at school. FUN and FUN!!
I cried at home today, by staring at the mirror.
I must be nuts..

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Friday, January 8, 2010

Hurt I feel so hurt.

the feeling of hurt is so unbearable.

I don't like this feeling.

What I need now is someone really care about me.

Help me get to my feet and be me.

Just don't understand why I need to experience the pain.

And you got to live happily with your new ****.

Someone say the how long the relationship last is the number of time to recover.

Only solution was to numb myself, keep myself busy with school work.

The only way to stop thinking about you.